Here you are Morri hun, sorry for the delay but I've been feeling so "off" lately.. not sure why, but I'm changing up a lot of things in my life, so that may be why I'm feeling a bit sideways...
*Q: Did something happen to you when you were 7?*
Present Position: The Moon (reversed) - (There is something about the number 28 here... feels like a day or a date of some significance) This is may have to do with what you posted in Vent also, you've been feeling isolate, alone and very vulnerable... that appeared to be ending (hence the reversal) but now I think you're more angry and you are no longer being swayed by the "illusions" (the moon is about illusion and/or mystery) or false images of those around you... good thing, it hurts to be blindsided like that, but it's best to see things as they truly are instead of how others are trying to portray them...
Immediate Influences: 9 of Pentacles - This looks promising... reaping the rewards of your endeavors... I'm not sure if this is a job, or maybe a commission for some of your artwork? but you will be seeing some material gain (of YOUR making...) here soon...(if it hasn't already happened...)
Your Life: The Tower - (number 16 here... your age maybe??) One upheaval after another, people showing their true colors and not being who they were pretending to be, backstabbing, spite, malice... so much has been happening to you, it's shaking your faith in people and in humanity...
Root of the Reading: 7 of Pentacles - (The sevens in your reading really stick out for some reason.. which is what the question above is about....) Some "seeds" that you have planted are growing and will be blossoming soon... something about your past, or something that you've done may come up, but this can/will have a positive spin... not necessarily a negative one, but you have to SEE the good in it...
Past Influences: Judgement (reversed) - (*was the guy who raped you 20? someone was 20... feels like an age, but I could be wrong...) You keep looking for the end of the road, for the goal for the prize, but your "turn" never seems to come, just as you feel you are reaching the end of a road (or a cross roads) something happens to send you back where you came from (figuratively... you keep looking back, it keeps coming back to haunt you... ie: that BS with your old journal.. that comes to mind, just when you are close to moving on with your life, something comes back and bites you in the ass... ) You can set these things behind you permanently, but will take a LOT of discipline and soul searching... you need some closure on that part of your life and your past...
Future Influences: 2 of Swords - A tough decision where you are split between your head and your heart... but don't deliberate on this too long... if so you will be stuck arguing with yourself over this while life just passes you by...
Your Feelings: 4 of cups - You have SO much to be happy about and grateful for, but still feel as if something is "missing" or not quite "right"... something doesnt' quite "fit"
Outside Influences: 7 of Wands - (last three are fire cards for some reason..) You feel as if you are being "bombarded" and antagonized... you don't know which side to take care of first... take things on ONE at a time or you will be more overwhelmed than you are now..
Hopes and Fears: Knight of Wands - (I think this is Lyam, he effects change in your life.. brings passion and warmth to you...) Are you worrying about moving??
Outcome: 8 of Wands - Travel... yeah, you're thinking about it or really WANTING it right now... things are speeding up and picking up momentum... don't forget the details.. pay attention or you will forget something important...
Sorry if this is WAAAAAAAY off hun, but I've been feeling strange lately... I did a reading a while back and still feel "connected" to that person for some reason.. it's not quite going away and I'm not sure why...
Anyhow, hope this holds meaning for you
Christina
But then again it might just be the day I talk to the XO personally.
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