Post by Christina on Mar 30, 2004 19:35:36 GMT -5
Your turn, hun... you've been VERY patient
Present Position: Judgement (reversed) - (The number 20 is significant here... didn't you say your b-day is coming up? I thought you were turning 21...) You have spent so much of your life reviewing your actions, weighing your behavior, and taking care of so much around you that you haven't yet had a chance to experience all of the fun and care-free days that come with youth... don't spend so much of your time worrying about what "may be" and spend more of it enjoying "what IS"... before your young years slip away from you... get out and have some fun
Immediate Influences: 6 of Pentacles (reversed) - You have an open and generous spirit.. but your generosity is rarely returned to you in kind... keep close watch that someone isn't taking advantage of you....
Your Life: King of Pentacles (reversed) - (This feels like your father, but could be anyone...) Someone not very well respected... a figure of authority who is unstable, and impractical... (probably has to do with what you mentioned about your brother) Also indicates that you are not "wowed" by material wealth, or items...
Root of the Reading: 3 of Swords (reversed) - An end to the heartbreak... you've finally come to a place where you love yourself and know yourself... not only that you love another and know that you are loved in return.... this is creating stability and a strong foundation in your life....
Past Influences: Knight of Swords - (How long have you and your DH been together?... was meeting him some sort of catalyst for you?? This is a soldier flying on a bald eagle... but somehow this doesn't really "FEEL" like it's him... it feels like a younger, more inexperienced you...but I'm not certain, can't quite put my finger on this or what this is... SO many air/swords cards in your spreads, but none of them are female... it's interesting...) Dramatic change, new perspectives... upheaval. A time of conflict and trauma that you weathered and made it through...
Fugure Influences: King of Swords - (Ok, now I am fairly certain that the figures in these swords cards are you... but they're all male, which is kind of funny... unless you're a tomboy, in which case it makes perfect sense lol) A person with a strong regard for truth and justice... follows a sound ethical code.... an advocate for fairness and equality...
Your Feelings: The Tower - You are shaken... the foundations of your life, the security that you feel is being threatened... do not worry, all of the other cards point to your strength and how you have survived... you will weather this storm as well...
Outside Influences: 2 of Swords - Indecision/Stalemate... you will continue to feel trapped until you can bring yourself to confront your fears and make a decision (no idea what the decision refers to... but there is something hanging in the balance and only your choice will make the difference) This tension will have to be faced sooner or later, and continuing to weight the pros and cons may simply deepen your indecision....
Hopes and Fears: 9 of Wands - I think this has to do with the last card as well... do you see this as a cage to trap you, or as a window of opportunity? How you perceive your situation will make all the difference for you...
Outcome: Page of Swords - You still FEEL yourself to be inexperienced and somewhat "unprepared", but you are NOT... you are far more capable and ready than you give yourself credit for... take the bull by the horns, kiss your fears goodbye and GO for it
I have NO clue what this "decision" or "thing" is... it just feels like there is something weighing on you.... sorry if this makes no sense or I am WAAAAY off.. was distracted midway through
Hope this holds meaning for you hun... if not , I will be happy to try again
Take care,
Christina
Present Position: Judgement (reversed) - (The number 20 is significant here... didn't you say your b-day is coming up? I thought you were turning 21...) You have spent so much of your life reviewing your actions, weighing your behavior, and taking care of so much around you that you haven't yet had a chance to experience all of the fun and care-free days that come with youth... don't spend so much of your time worrying about what "may be" and spend more of it enjoying "what IS"... before your young years slip away from you... get out and have some fun
Immediate Influences: 6 of Pentacles (reversed) - You have an open and generous spirit.. but your generosity is rarely returned to you in kind... keep close watch that someone isn't taking advantage of you....
Your Life: King of Pentacles (reversed) - (This feels like your father, but could be anyone...) Someone not very well respected... a figure of authority who is unstable, and impractical... (probably has to do with what you mentioned about your brother) Also indicates that you are not "wowed" by material wealth, or items...
Root of the Reading: 3 of Swords (reversed) - An end to the heartbreak... you've finally come to a place where you love yourself and know yourself... not only that you love another and know that you are loved in return.... this is creating stability and a strong foundation in your life....
Past Influences: Knight of Swords - (How long have you and your DH been together?... was meeting him some sort of catalyst for you?? This is a soldier flying on a bald eagle... but somehow this doesn't really "FEEL" like it's him... it feels like a younger, more inexperienced you...but I'm not certain, can't quite put my finger on this or what this is... SO many air/swords cards in your spreads, but none of them are female... it's interesting...) Dramatic change, new perspectives... upheaval. A time of conflict and trauma that you weathered and made it through...
Fugure Influences: King of Swords - (Ok, now I am fairly certain that the figures in these swords cards are you... but they're all male, which is kind of funny... unless you're a tomboy, in which case it makes perfect sense lol) A person with a strong regard for truth and justice... follows a sound ethical code.... an advocate for fairness and equality...
Your Feelings: The Tower - You are shaken... the foundations of your life, the security that you feel is being threatened... do not worry, all of the other cards point to your strength and how you have survived... you will weather this storm as well...
Outside Influences: 2 of Swords - Indecision/Stalemate... you will continue to feel trapped until you can bring yourself to confront your fears and make a decision (no idea what the decision refers to... but there is something hanging in the balance and only your choice will make the difference) This tension will have to be faced sooner or later, and continuing to weight the pros and cons may simply deepen your indecision....
Hopes and Fears: 9 of Wands - I think this has to do with the last card as well... do you see this as a cage to trap you, or as a window of opportunity? How you perceive your situation will make all the difference for you...
Outcome: Page of Swords - You still FEEL yourself to be inexperienced and somewhat "unprepared", but you are NOT... you are far more capable and ready than you give yourself credit for... take the bull by the horns, kiss your fears goodbye and GO for it
I have NO clue what this "decision" or "thing" is... it just feels like there is something weighing on you.... sorry if this makes no sense or I am WAAAAY off.. was distracted midway through
Hope this holds meaning for you hun... if not , I will be happy to try again
Take care,
Christina